hey, wish me luck. I have to go for interview training to the jobcentre. If i don't go, I'll lose the small sum, I receive in benefits. I tried to explain over the phone, I still have a job, although not getting any money for it. lol
The good luck is so i don't completely lose my temper and say something i'll regret. This is really f**kin stupid. I hurt a lot just like we all do. this past week has been way over the top. Also went way down, in how much i'm sleeping again. I hate it, and want to cry. My partners been in the states all week and won't be back for another week. i didn't want to worry her and take away from her holiday so i didn't mention anything.
f**k,f**k f**k ok that feels a little bit better
thanks for listening