I am feeling so down and fed up. I fell asleep on the sofa last night at 6pm and woke briefly to go to bed. I feel so sorry for my poor husband – what kind of life is it for him to be stuck with me? I found myself falling asleep at the wheel of my car this afternoon. Last night my hands were so painful I stopped eating tea as it was too sore to hold a knife and fork. I work full time and have no energy at all for anything else. I am convinced everyone just thinks I am lazy especially as I am over weight. How to make others understand? My Mum and husband are very supportive so I am lucky in that way but I daren’t tell them at work particularly as I have only been in my job for 7 weeks. I don’t know how much longer I can carry on like this.
I am so tired and in so much pain. Please tell me it gets better than this? Seeing my GP tomorrow to discuss meds (have only recently been diagnosed).
Sorry for the moan – I just needed to get it off my chest with people who understand xx