really bad flare up and my poor dad who i rely on for doing school runs etc when im bad has got gout in his knee so as im single mum i just have to carry on!!!
im soo down and having as many meds to control the pain as i saftley can just to carry on!
i want to do something as fed up watching tv but just cant move without extreme pain, got it especially bad in neck and shoulders so even small movements hurt sorry to feel sorry for myself!!
im so proud and happy to have my children but feel guilty they missing out cos of my illnesses.
if it wasnt for my carer twice week i honestly think i would have gone under by now.
sorry for moan but thanks being there/listening xx
love and hugs to all xxx