woken up, wow comfy, do i move and start the pain process all over again, for another day....then the alarm goes off. try to move slowly so the pain is less....and wham! it starts. stiff all over, pain everywhere, shooting up to my head. now the contemplation of how to put my pj's on to get up. wobbly legs, walking like a robot because i cant bend my legs too stiff.
made a brew after i managed to get down the stairs slowly.... me contemplating the stairs everyday is like a planning expadition. some people climb mountains, lol I used to, now I just climb the stairs as little as possible daily. I feel like a prisoner....dont want to stand up unless i have to.
I used to be so fit once upon a time....gymnastics, diver, swimmer for county, free hand cliff climber now...haha the stairs on a good day.
well we all look back, but it does get u down when i think of how difficult my life is and all those with fibromyalgia. If it wasnt for work id never go out...its amaising how u take doing things for granted until u cant do it anymore.....
well its easter, happy easter everyone.....gonna try cook a meal today on my own, as hubby always doing everything for me....xxxx