A place for acceptance

[Rwby_Rose]

Hi all,

I'm just writing as a way of accepting.

I am slowly accepting who I am and what I can and can't do.

I am slowly accepting that my days are never the same,

my days consists of ups and downs, goods and bad.

Pain can be managable and sometimes it can't.

Use of a walking stick is needed and sometimes it's not.

Having lazy days are needed, but frustrating at the same time.

My body is struggling and sometimes its managable.

My head is full of questions, thoughts or just blank.

My head is my worse enemy or it can just be there.

The need to do stuff is a drive, yet it is a hurdle.

Able to do simple stuff is an achievement, slowly accepting days when they aren't.

I am slowly understanding the fibro will not beat me, though I this is a very slow process.

For this feels like a huge suffocating issue that has no relief most of the times,

Thanks all for letting me process here.

[Debsdelight72]

Process away Rwby_Rose,

We're all here for the same reasons, This forum I think are the kindest and most supportive lot, So process away and make sure you take time for yourself even if it's just going in your garden (if you have one)

If you haven't grieved yet, I would recommend it,

For years I just ignored it, Of course I didn't take advice and thought I could go it alone, 😢😢 😭 Silly me,I knew nothing and needed more info and wondered what my life would be like if I had a healthy life and where would I be?

That me has almost gone now, I have to push through and tell myself, I have none of the old me so trying to find the new one can be a mission but we have to try,

Take care

Debs xx