Yesterday as I said, I was granted my PIP award again for the next 3 years and I didn’t have to up for a face to face assessment!! I was so releaved, To “celebrate’ I was having my haircut I decided to treat myself to a colour, nice ehh.
While at the backwash, within a minute I was in a lot of pain. They were lovely and allowed me to lift my head up whenever it got too much ..... I was happy with the result, however as the day went on the level went up an up.
Today I am in absolute hell I can bearly move my head, took over ten minutes to lift myself up from my bed I then had to gradually stand up and go to kitchen for a brew. I tried to lift the kettle ( which was full already) but the pain throughout my neck, back shoulders arm, hand and so on and on it goes ......
Some days I feel like I shouldn’t be allowed a good day and I’m being punished for doing so.
I couldn’t sleep so it’s making it worse I am soooo ANGRY with this illness . “Dare to have a good day , I’ll put you back in your place, so think on” ... that’s what my internal dialogue tells me....