I’m so down about this horrible condition. I’m feeling so sorry for myself. The pain is so bad but the illness is worse! I’m so tired, nauseous and just feel that there’s no point in struggling on any more. If I didn’t have a loving family and good friends I would just stop eating and waste away. Everyday is so hard. I know that there are people reading this who are going through the same life and I am so sorry that anyone has to suffer like this. It is a beautiful sunny day but all I can do is lie on the sofa with an aching body, a nauseous stomach and a miserable being. My brother and sister in law just phoned to ask if they could come and see me but I said no as I’m not up to chatting and I don’t want them to see me like this. I know this is a self pitying text. I don’t like the person that I have turned into but I’ve reached the end of the road. No one knows how to help me and I don’t know how to help myself. Nothing has worked. Thank you for reading this text and I so hope that you are having a better day than me.