I'm having a day where I'm just so fed up and deflated and tired of being at the mercy of my dicky immune system. About 3 weeks ago I had a cold, kind of came right then last cpl weeks getting more difficult to breathe, like my chest is squashed in some antique torturous corset laced as tight as possible. Another trip to the Doctor on my lunch break today and apparently I have costochondritis (?) and inflammation around my lungs and walking pneumonia. Feels more like walking dead 💀 😩. Dr said that because my immune system is depressed by plaquenil and compromised by my Autoimmune disease (UCTD) I am more susceptible to developing complications like this 😢. I just want to be normal and do my job and be able to look after my little girl! I hate relying on others or having to ask for help. Sorry - just a bit emotionally run down today I guess .