I find that I feel very alone at work. I get the weekends off and sometimes I watch my beautiful grandchildren. I take a Monday off because I feel so tired afterwards.
I find tha that my colleagues dònt understand my condition and say what a waste of your holidays. I try to explain my condition but they don't understand. I also find that they all go on about booking holidays and what fun they all have. I find I don't book holidays because in the past I've been unwell and felt I spoilt everyone's fun so now I go days away at a time when I feel up to it. I now feel people feel they have nothing in common with me so when they're all speaking at tea breaks they don't even look my way. Dose anyone else feeĺ like this as it's really getting me down.