Evening

[Tracey1972]

Hi everyone hope you all had a good Boxing Day mine a bit emotional had to go and visit my mums grave and lay flowers for Xmas been nearly 17years now but still hurts as she died in the November and her birthday in October so makes Xmas hard plus things not great at home , chest hasn't been great this last week and think a lot of it is but worried about my operation on the lungs on the 5th bronchial thermoplasty so bit worried about that week sorry for the rant have a good evening

[Fibrofoggiest]

(((((Tracey))))) I'm so sorry you have had such an emotional day,and you have my greatest sympathy in this. I still miss my mother like crazy, especially at Christmas and she died 23 years ago, so I understand that bond which never really goes away. One eventually comes to accept it a little more, but never fully, in my very humble opinion.

Also the worry about your operation must be hard to bear, I do hope you have family and friends around to support you through this. Always feel free to come here and have a rant, we are a safe place in which to do so, so please don't apologise !!

I'm sending lots positive soothing and strength giving vibes to help you through the lead up to your operation. 😊😊

Foggy x

[Tracey1972 in reply to Fibrofoggiest]

Hi thank u for that ur r all to kind on here it is nice to b able to let it out now and again thank u

[fibroglow]

Tracey very sorry you are having a difficult time. Christmas is a very emotive time. Especially with family members that are no longer with us. Sincere thoughts to you. Pray your Operation goes well. Wishing You All The Best. Lv Jan. Xxx

[Tracey1972 in reply to fibroglow]

Hi thanks for the kind words everyone has been so kind thank u have a good day

[TheAuthor]

Hi Tracey

I am so genuinely sorry to read that you have had such an emotional time of Christmas, I lost my mum in November 1998 and I think of her every single day. As Foggy says, I do not think we ever get over this kind of sad loss and if I am honest about it, I do not want too as I loved her so much. So I understand completely how you are feeling my friend.

I want to genuinely and sincerely wish you all the best of luck with your operation, and I hope that you have a good support network there for you to stand by you and look after you. You will be in my thoughts and wishes. Please take care of yourself.

All my hopes and dreams for you

Ken x x

[Tracey1972 in reply to TheAuthor]

Hi thank U for the lovely words and sorry to hear about ur mum it is hard it's got easier but this time of year really gets me it's hard and with everything else going on as well makes it worse but thank u big hugs and prayers for u take care X

[twinks]

Hugs x

[Hidden]

Hi Tracey, it's good to get things of your chest, and no matter how long your Mum has past, it will always be with you. My mum died on my wedding anniversary in sept 8 years ago, and 10 months prior to this November my dad died. Guess she couldn't live without him, so it's close to Xmas for me too. I hope your operation goes well and I wish you lick. Take Care. Xx

[Tracey1972]

Hi thank u was just feeling a bit emotional last night yea me dad died around the same sort of time but we weren't close he done things he shouldn't do to me basically so I don't feel anything none of the family bother I know it's wrong but can't forget things like that and the same happened to my sister but I only found out when he died but I had my mum . Operation not far now seems more real everyday wel have a good day