I am so sorry I haven't been on for a few weeks. I want to be open and honest as this is a group we can share how we really feel about things. I have had a terrible melt down and been put on a it depressants which the first lot was far to strong for me, they have now given me a lower dose but waiting to start feeling better.
Health wise I have had a dreadful time with my own family ESP, my son who keeps telling me to pull myself together and I'm getting fat because I am just sitting around eating al the time which is not true.(I am eating more than I should though)
I have been waiting for three months to attend an appointment at Oxford for GET therapy which I have since found out is a gentle exercise programme of stretching. I rang up the hospital as I felt it was a long time and would enquiry how the list was going and were I was placed?
Only to be informed that it has been decided that I won't be having this now and would be on a waiting list for CBT ? I have a right leg that drags now can't walk with out sticks and further than to the car and into either. Wheelchair. They told me on the phone they had no notes about this from the the professor and therefore would have to contact him and ask what should be done? How annoying I have been sat waiting all this time and if I had not contacted them I wouldn't have known any different.
I feel stressed all the time and really felt so low I couldn't come on the group and explain as I am sure we all have such a lot to deal with.
I did receive some good news this morning by letter I have been told I am entitled to the PIP and will get the low rate care and high rate mobility payment (I was receiving the mobility before)
I hope your all keeping as well as you can.
Putting a picture up of what I have been making for a friends Christmas present.