The brain is so complicated. It allows snippets of memories out you think are associated with nice times but the mind tricks you, but it was something you needed to believe just to hold on to something good.
Yes I'm afraid you won't understand nothing to do with Fibro but need to be among friends, sometimes boxes in your mind you think are closed ate not really. One reason why I do have some believe that Fibro could be caused by trauma and the suffering never ends.
Sorry feeling really down sometimes it creeps and sometimes it drowns, but I always come back because I am a survivor.
No replies please just needed to release.