I have been feeling really low for the last couple of days. I am moving house on Saturday, my daughter has been very ill and work has been very stressful. I mentioned in a previous post that I think my mum has narcissistic personality disorder. Well I am in no doubt whatsoever after this weeks events. I have been so upset I have been crying my eyes out today with frustration and anger. I confronted her over some money she promised to give back. It was for a holiday we were all going on that got cancelled. When I asked about it after several weeks she just ignored my text. I did happen to see a comment on social media from my brothers girlfriend letting slip that they were going to Cornwall together. Obviously without us and obviously that is where our money went.She hasn't seen my daughter in 2 and a half months. She lives half an hour away. I said that I feel she is letting my daughter down. She completely dismissed my comments and said she is too ill and stressed and can't discuss it. Although this isolated incident doesn't sound that bad on its own, she has done some awful things over the years. It's not the first time we have been stung for money. She came to us and promised for over a year that she would help with childcare. A month before I went back to work she let us down. She is cruel, manipulative and lacks empathy. I have decided to go no contact and although I am upset, I strongly feel it's the right decision.
With all this going on my pain is unbearable. I can't wait for the move to be over with. Sorry, just needed to get all that off my chest!