I have been laid in bed since 6pm. Took all possible meds and still in pain, only bonus being that my bed is the only place I feel truly comfortable in. Waiting for an appointment with pain clinic, waiting for X-ray results on knee. Nothing is quick with the NHS at the moment. I am truly feeling that I cannot cope with the constant pain, where ever I am whatever I'm doing it's always there and gets worse with every movement I make. I've lost so much because of this illness, my independence, my career, unable to do the things I love. Only plus is I have a good husband lovely children and a good friend. Anybody else feeling like this?