I had 38 injections done on Wednesday in my lower skull neck shoulders lower back and knees. Even with the usual medication I cannot sleep more than two hours at a time. I have to sit on my shower chair to wash my hair. I cannot walk above 30 yards and my workplace had taken my car park pass from me which makes it difficult to get to work. I feel so worthless at present. Embarrassed of this. I want to be a normal 21 year old.