The TPI that have been reducing my pain to manageable levels have been stopped, I can no longer have them. I am terrified that I will be reduced to what I was before I started having them. I was in such pain that even the slightest movement could set off agonising cramps. The pain was at 8 on a scale of ten almost all the time - the rest of the time it was at 8 or 9. I couldn't sleep more than four hours at a time, I never dreamt, I could not concentrate to read a book. I shuffled like an old lady, was bent over like one too. On top of that I would sometimes wake up with my muscles paralyzed with pain, one awful morning it took me an hour and forty-five minutes just to reach the light switch 18" from my head. Unless I can get them done somewhere else, that will be my life.
Instead of adequate pain relief, they have offered me CBT. Which quite frankly I think is an insult and a sick joke.
In addition to all this, I have an ATOS appointment coming up.