Im trying to go back to work . Not Necessarily to a job i left when i was taken ill . Management is to stressful. But something i can just go in do my job & come out .
I've Been looking for months now I've bin told I'm over qualified ?? So ive changed my CV . Ive come of nearly all my meds to do this ouch ! But decided that because my ESA is contribution based an runs out in two weeks my husband has gon self employed & until the books are dun we have nothing to prove his income this year , so i will Lose my ESA all together we have a mortgage to pay so job for me it is . Plus to be honest i mis working & the thought of a long winter stuck inside wiring about the bills is the last thing i need for my condition .
The problem i have is i can't control my panic attacks . So yesterday i had a job interview my first one ! I was dreadful sweating palpitations couldn't breath then i was sick on the way had to pull my car over on the side of the road . I rang & canceled with som lame excuse . Not getting that job then !!
Has anyone got suggestions on something that will help . I tried looking for a class or something that will help but carnt find anything in my area . Other have a glad of wine or to before my interview & some how i dont think thats a good idea haha I'm stuck.
Any thoughts i don't wont to give up i really need this xxx Kuga