I have been feeling really positive about my FM.
But after tonight it has completely gone!!!
On my Facebook tonight I asked for ideas on fund raising:-
What I didn't no is fund raising is a very bad idea, I have been told by my auntie and uncle that fund raising is a SCAM. Then my uncle goes and puts on his Facebook wall for everyone to see saying that 'Susan Gough s fund raising is a scam for her own means'. I lost it and told him to "shut the [ Edited by Admin to remove offensive word] up that he nos nothing about what I wanted to raise the money for and that his[ Edited by Admin to remove offensive word] ignorance shows that! So [ Edited by Admin to remove offensive word] off
I soon got a message off his wife my auntie to apologise or that's me and her through. I have apologised and now I feel like crap. Cause I can't do my dream and I have spent the last hour crying.
So I have been told to save for the hand-cycle bike which will take me forever I only get £168.00 DLA.
I have had verbal abuse from my cousin, and I have been very lucky he hasn't done anything else like;-
Put my windows out
Hit me (waiting for that to happen).
I thought he can talk calling me:-
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That I should respect my family
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Which humoured me slightly coming from someone who gets done for drink driving and prosetion of a class A drug!
Though I'm very emotional as every time I have tried to speak to my sister and dad about how I'm feeling about my FM they say I'm just disabling myself but I can see me doing more for myself, physically and mentally. But I must be very wrong.
I have been house bound today as I was out yesterday and it looks like normal daily jobs are becoming to much for me. But no1 in my family understands that the last conversation I had with my auntie was:-
You r very lucky that's all u got official he is very defensive towards us and u weren't thinking when u stuck that on fb and it is a scam because if its not am putting one on for my extension l would love to have but know l can't ask people to fund it, (auntie)
It's not a scam really it's not!!