Hi, I havnt posted on here before, but wanted to share. My fiancé has just left me and walked out of my life because he says "he cant cope with my illness"!! (FIBROMYALGIA AND ARTHRITIS OF THE NECK AND SPINE) when in the last 6 months I have helped and supported him through depression, and he has not helped himself, he made such a fuss about me taking anti-depressants and Gabbapentin for pain coz they altered my mood, so I stopped taking them1 and although I had a bad time initially I did a lot to improve myself, ive recently completed a pain management program, been for CBT and started an exercise regime and I have felt really good, but the last few weeks the exercise has really aggravated my Fibro and im in constant pain, my ex fiancé claims to have been my carer when in fact he did nothing for me and has made more of an issue of it that I do, I realise the relationship was wrong now, but it dosnt stop me hurting and feeling let down, that I have helped him through numerous problems and issues, but he couldn't care for me. I have lots of friends helping me through and im doing ok, but I do feel very alone at the moment too and have lost all faith in men! I just wanted to share this and perhaps make some new friends that understand
Hope I didn't ramble on too much!