I finally hit the floor, or maybe it is the bottom of a deep pit. I am so frustrated that I can't physically do what I want any more. My brain refuses to stay clear and I am so fed up with myself I don't even know who I am these days. I am sick and tired of there being no answers and no help from the medical experts. It's fibromyalgia, here is a leaflet about it, good bye.
Sorry, I just needed to vent. I know we are all in the same boat and you all sound a whole lot worse off than me but I just can't do this at moment.