I am going away with 2 friends, both who know my infertility journey and struggles with TTC. (PCOS, 18months TTC, 2 cycles of Letrozole for ovulation induction which I haven’t responded to).
We would all talk about being on maternity leave together, our future babies etc and are all very close friends. One of the woman has recently fallen pregnant after 1-2 months of TTC. I am happy for her, it’s how it should be for woman!
But equally so utterly sad for myself and it’s just a reminder of how unfair infertility is. I know my feelings are valid but I am worried about going away all together with the baby chat - which my friends are sensitive but we can’t not talk about her pregnancy. She gets to share her due date, preparing for a baby and I have failed infertility cycles and no certainty when or if I will be able to fall pregnant. And I’m struggling with how I’ll get through the trip without breaking down.
Any advice?