OTD today - feeling nervous

[helodie]

So today I’m 14dp2dt of 2 ICSI embryos. DH and I will be off to get the first blood test in an hour or two (I’ll have another in 2 days if it’s positive) and surprisingly I have managed to resist (aka ask DH to hide) HPTs for the entire wait.

Symptom spotting has driven me mad and progesterone has played havoc with my body.

Looking back at my calendar over the last few months, for it all to culminate today is humbling. My body has been through so much, so many medications, injections, restrictions, operations and procedures. Whatever it has done at this point I will not be angry with it, it owes me nothing.

If the result is negative I am looking forward for a weekend away with my DH drinking some excellent wine and eating hot cheese and crusty baguette. I will have some decent caffeinated coffee and I’m going to enjoy this Christmas build up even though it means waiting until next year for a FET.

Thank you all for your support over the last few weeks (particularly Jam Master ♥️) it’s out of my hands now 🎈

[IVFmumma]

Good luck for today! I hope it's happy news for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻✨✨ but I love your attitude if you get a negative result - absolutely enjoy that wine filled weekend and Christmas 🎉 but I do hope there's no need for it.. 🤭🤞🏻 keep us posted x

[helodie in reply to IVFmumma]

thank you 🥰 - I live in France so cheese is a big part of my life, I miss eating the good mould! 😂 xx

[Jam-master]

Wishing you all the luck! And that sounds like a good plan if the result isn’t what you want. It’s always good to have a plan xx

[helodie in reply to Jam-master]

thanks lovely xx

[butterfliez]

best of luck 🤞 I hope you get a positive!! Xx

[helodie in reply to butterfliez]

thank you, I did! Xx

[Redsequin]

Good luck lovely. I think your attitude is perfect. Always a good idea to plan for both outcomes and feel proud of yourself for getting this far no matter what happens. Xx

[helodie in reply to Redsequin]

thank you! Xx

[Klndmr]

All the best of luck for today! Hopefully no wine, coffee and cheese for another 9 months 🙏🙏🙏🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞❤️❤️❤️❤️

[helodie in reply to Klndmr]

thank you ♥️ Result was positive so I can live in this bubble of hope a bit longer 🥰

[Alizar]

Amazing! Congratulations!

[helodie in reply to Alizar]

thank you! X