Iβm starting to freak out now. Iβm usually quite a chilled person. But Iβve no boob ache, no white discharge all Iβve had is period like cramps on and off since transfer. Even with my chemicals I had slight tingling in my boobs π€¦ββοΈ I know your not out until your out and itβs just one more day but after so many cancelled rounds, then 2bfn and 2 chemical I just donβt really know how much more heartache I can take.
Going home with nothing accept a massive bruised whale belly and pretty much no clothes that fit telling people itβs not worked again β¦ looking at there faces some filled with sadness others clearly thinking why are you bothering and wasting your time. I just donβt know if I can keep doing it.
Seeing my husbands sadness as he tries to stay strong for me is devastating too.
anyway wee rant over I hope you are all good xxx