bad news again

[Joeysjourney]

Well girls, after all the excitement of my first ever positive test, the clinic had just called me, my levels have dropped to 17! So that was the shortest lived pregnancy - 2 days 🙈

I knew it was too good to be true.

What can i take from this? There has to be some positives?

Thanks for all the support and good wishes on my previous post. I don't know where I'd be without this forum.

Joey xx

[Solly-44]

I’m so sorry, it’s just heartbreaking. Sending you the biggest hugs xx

[Joeysjourney in reply to Solly-44]

Thank you lovely. Xxx

[Krystal_43]

Really sorry to hear that - I was really hoping this was your turn 🤞 On a positive note - you could see this as a sign that your body knows what to with an embryo (I really don’t think mine does!), or as chem pregnancies are linked to immune issue so you could see this as giving you the impetus to pursue the fertilysis tests you were thinking about. And I’ve also heard (though I have no clue if this is true or not) that chem pregnancies can boost your fertility for a few months after, so that’s a plus. Xx ❤️ Look after yourself in the meanwhile

[Joeysjourney in reply to Krystal_43]

Yes something isnt right sure it's not! Thank you for the encouragement, that means a lot x

[Clayhugs]

Oh Joey, I am so incredibly sorry this has happened to you. It's too cruel. My clinic told me that because I had a short pregnancy before that they see it as a positive that your body can implant, but it 100% doesn't feel like a positive when it's happening. Take the very best care of yourself. Virtual hugs to you and your husband xxx

[Joeysjourney in reply to Clayhugs]

I've cried all night. I feel like what was the point of all that! After all those years and cycles, to give me false hope xxx

[Clayhugs in reply to Joeysjourney]

False hope is such a hard thing to handle. Cry and cuddle up with your husband and hold each other close. It’s such a sad time for you both. Sending so much love xxx

[JudithSS]

Hunny I’m sorry that this has happened! Mine was 18 hours over the weekend! The positive from it even though it doesn’t feel it, is that our bodies are receptive! Take care x

[Joeysjourney in reply to JudithSS]

I'm so sorry babe! It's so cruel isnt it. Knock after knock. How are you doing x

[JudithSS in reply to Joeysjourney]

Thanks hun, yesterday was a sad sad day, I just want to be on my own. Just trying to process what the next steps are, I thought about DE or adoption, I’m not getting any younger. How are you doing? X

[Joeysjourney in reply to JudithSS]

I think I'm in that sad sad space too. I cried all last night and woke up with tears today. It's all just so crap. I'm also thinking about donor as my eggs just don't seem to be working x

[Ruby1980]

Im so sorry. Its awful and I know what you're going through. I got my beta results came back today 12dp5dt at 28.3 which is obviously very low . They are taking me back in to repeat beta on Friday just incase but said its not looking good. A positive is as others said, is that it did try to take. Look after yourself. Xxx

[Joeysjourney in reply to Ruby1980]

Aw darling, im sorry you're going through some stress too. It's awful. All you can do is hope xx

[Redsequin]

Uff oh no. So so so sorry, Joey. I was really hoping this was your time. If you're looking for silver linings, I guess one is that you've learned more: you now know you can implant. Maybe that will make it easier to decide what further tests to have (if any) before your next transfer. hugs xxx

[Joeysjourney in reply to Redsequin]

I suppose its short circuited what might have happened at some point anyway so now my consultant can throw it into the mix when considering next steps? But boy does it hurt. I really thought it was a miracle x

[Rol81]

I’m so sorry, again like the others have mentioned, it won’t feel like it, but the positive is that you did get pregnant. As short as it was, it was still a step closer. Big hug x

[Joeysjourney in reply to Rol81]

Every step forward is a good thing. Maybe this came along to renew my faith and hope in my body x

[Tnthketnf]

I am very sorry! I really thought that this was it for you, this time. As every one else said you now know you can get implantation. Look after yourself!

[Joeysjourney in reply to Tnthketnf]

I really thought it was my time too, so cruel xx

[Savvy_teapot]

Sending virtual hugs!💔

[Joeysjourney in reply to Savvy_teapot]

Thank you babe x

[butterfliez]

So sorry to hear this today sending you strength 💜 xx

[Joeysjourney in reply to butterfliez]

I need it today. Thanks a lot and sending love your way x

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Arghhh just gutted for you, so sorry lovely xx

[Gempuddleduck]

Sending so much love xx