Has it gone?!

[bigcatfan]

We're 11dp5dt, we've had negative tests so far (wouldn't have tested early but husband away back offshore and wanted to do a couple together). Some pink when wiping (sorry -TMI) on 8dp5dt, but nothing since. Some symptoms but could be the progesterone: cramping, dizziness, tender breasts etc.

Today I didn't test, wanted to wait now until our OTD, but when I went to the bathroom there was pink blood when I wiped, very little, but still there. I'm too scared to go again.

Has anyone experienced this? Are our chances gone? What does this even mean if it's negative? Was I never even pregnant? I feel utterly heartbroken. 4 years TTC and never seen a positive test.

[AuroraXen]

I'm sorry honey , it's very hard 😔 The only way to be sure of course is to test on your OTD. A bit of bleeding might be your period starting but might be other things too and in itself doesn't mean you're out this time. Women have bleeding in the 2ww and sometimes still get a positive result on OTD. If you've only had negative tests up till today then I guess the only thing to hold to is that maybe you've had a late implanter - if you've tested at say 10p5dt, for most women a positive result would be visible if your embryo implanted. But in some cases women DO get negatives up until OTD then see that elusive positive. I know how much this all messes with your head, so am sending you lots of love xx

[1980Neil]

Hi bigcatfan. I had pregnancy symptoms on progesterone, didn’t know what to think. I didn’t have any spotting, but sore breasts headaches etc.

I was lucky, it was my 4th round after not getting any eggs on previous 3.

I asked for natural modified this time as it was our last try. I got 1 golden egg. I am now 19 weeks.

Have you considered this, it’s much easier on your body . Hope things work out ok for you xx