I have just got home from my FET - it's my fourth, I had 3 failed last year. All went really well, the embryo was good quality, 100% thaw and completely expanded (I understand this is a good thing). I have had my McDonald's chips and now have my feet up!
The wait begins.... I am working the next few days so that will keep me busy, but I know I'll be tempted to test early. OTD is Saturday 5th, 11dpt.
Anyone Transfer twins?? X
Wishing you lots of luck! Two embryos, wow 🤞 xx
Thank you! Oh no just the one embryo today 🥰✨ hoping it's the lucky one! Xx
Ha ha oh sorry, I just saw 'anyone transfer twins?' and thought you meant you'd put two back 🤣 Not thinking of trabsfer buddies! Hoping this is the one for you Lovely xx
Hey, good luck 🤞🏻 🤞🏻🤞🏻. My fourth frostie got me my son so hope it’s a good one for you! Sorry you’ve had 3 failed transfers last year! I had a transfer today too. One embryo. So here we go again for the 2 week wait!! Xx
Oh wow! Yay! Good luck to you too!! Hopefully my 4th is my lucky one like yours ✨🙏🏻
Are you going to be strong and wait to test?
Hope you're relaxing this eve!
I have a little boy too, from my first cycle, fresh transfer 4 years ago 🥰
🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻thank you! Aw lovely you have a little boy too from your first cycle 💗. I am relaxing this eve yep an an early night cos I’m pretty tired. Yeah I am defo going to wait until test day because I tested early once before and caught a chemical pregnancy plus the fact I will be far too nervous to test! We have one frostie left in the freezer now! Xx
Aw I totally get it - that's how I caught one of my chemicals too. I always give in but definitely will try and hold out this time! Great that you have one frostie in the freezer left too 🥰 hope you're feeling good today. I am trying not to overthink everything I feel!! X
Thank you! Yeah day of transfer I woke up at 2am and couldn’t get back to sleep!! 🤦♀️couldn’t stop thinking about it! Blimey it’s only been 1 full day since! Going to be a long two weeks! 😬Trying to keep busy and distracted. Hope you’re ok! Xx
Hello! How you getting on? 4dpt 😱 Time till testing is dragging of course 😅 I haven't really felt much which always makes me anxious. I though I felt a bit of light pinching yesterday afternoon so trying to think of that as maybe a positive sign. But who knows. I need to keep busy so I don't drive myself mad! Hope you're ok x
Yeah it’s going soooo slowly isn’t it!! I haven’t felt anything either and I’m feeling anxious too! 😬 I can’t imagine I could be so lucky for it to work twice. I’ve trying to stay busy too but it’s hard not to think about it!! Xx
So hard not to think about it! And I have had funny feelings today so of course I'm obsessing over them 😅 I will be testing early - I don't think I can hold out. I think I will tomorrow at 6dp 🙏🏻Hope you're ok this evening and managing to relax 🙂 x
Good luck hun if you test today! Everything crossed for you! 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻💗💗💗
Thanks Hun - but wishing I hadn't tested 😅😥 I tested this morning, 7dp, and it is negative. On a FRER. My husband keeps saying it's not official test day till Saturday... But I know in my heart. I'm just not sure how much more of this I can do. But my gut is saying we go straight into another round (we left it 4 months last time) and just crack on. Maybe transfer 2 next time. I'm getting worried though as only 3 left and what if I need to do another retrieval 😔 I know I should wait until Saturday to have all these thoughts but I'm pretty sure this is it for me. X
You’re not out yet!! It’s not official test date hubby is right!! Don’t lose hope! I know exactly how you feel though asking these questions already. It’s amazing that you’ve got 3 left should you need them! I only have one frostie left and that’s a day 6 er so I’m not holding out hope for that one. I’ve been thinking about whether I could put my self through another egg collection again too. I’m 40 this year and my AMH was low when I began this process so I don’t think I’d do so well next time and plus I’d be likely to have more abnormal eggs now. 😔 Gees it’s so hard isn’t it. I’m soooooo grateful I have my son and would love to give him a sibling. Big love to you and keep going xxx
Hi lovely. Just wanted to check in and see how you are going? Hope you're ok - not sure what your cycle outcome was 🙏🏻✨ mine was a BFN and now planning next steps (PGS testing on our remaining embryos and revisit our protocol for next transfer) - possibly also looking at another fresh cycle depending on the outcome of the testing. Xx
Hiya hun. I’m so sorry you got a BFN 😢. I hope you’re doing ok?? hopefully you don’t have to do another fresh round and one of your other Frosties is the one. 🤞🏻Thank you for checking in on me. I had a small bit of spotting in the 2nd week and I was convinced it was my period trying to break through the meds. However the test was positive! The line wasn’t as strong as when I was pregnant with my son though and I have had a chemical and a missed miscarriage before though. So I haven’t been able to get excited yet because I don’t believe it! Booked in for a viability scan end of this month. I don’t feel pregnant at all so gona be a long wait now until that scan. Just hoping for the best and knowing whatever happens from this point forward I’m so grateful for my son! Xx
Excellent news, congratulations on the transfer and sounds like a good embryo. I've got my transfer tomorrow but think my clinic have OTD on the 13th day so a little longer to find out.
Here's hoping this will be your lucky one and the first few days whizz by 😊🤞 xx
Hello! Oh thank you so much. And congrats to you too! How did your transfer go today? Fingers crossed for both of us 🥰🙏🏻✨ x
Hey, how are you getting on? My transfer went really well and we were overjoyed to have a couple of frosties which takes off the pressure but flip the last few days have gone slowly 🤣 My OTD is the 8th March. Hope you had a nice weekend x
Sorry to jump in but my OTD is also 8th March i feel like I’m dreading it I just don’t feel like it has worked at all. Hope you are ok this is the slowest time ever isn’t it 🥴 x
Sorry to jump in too, my test day is 9th March and I’m already going slightly mad …. Don’t feel anything at all, which I know means nothing whatsoever but it’s so hard to keep optimistic 😬 🍀🤞🤞 x
I know people say if they feel nothing it doesn't mean anything and i totally get it, but it's like you feel like you know your own body, i wish we could just no instantly haha. I am a stickler for the rule book as well so i won't be testing early, stressful xx lots of luck and baby dust to you xx
Yes I know what you mean…. I soooooooo wish we could know sooner the wait is awful! I’m going to try not to test early either….. haven’t normally in the past. Hmmm. Thank you and for you too!! xx
Thank you for your replies ladies and for being due date buddies. Today feels like it's been the longest day ever! I've also been a bit low today. Someone else once suggested our bellies could turn a different colour when the embryo implants which would make the 2ww much easier 😂
Hello, I'm in early testing hell to be honest 😅😥 negative FRER at 7dp so not feeling very positive this morning. So will try not test for the next few days and then just do official test day on Saturday.That's great news on your frosties and your transfer going well! Really hope it's success for you ✨🙏🏻
Oh so sorry was a negative on 7dp 😔 Definitely could still be implanting and holding off to Saturday is a good plan. Going to Acupuncture today though and a swim this eve so hoping that'll nudge my mindset to be a bit more positive!
Sorry, it’s so disheartening - but it could definitely be too early! Even after implantation happens and takes a few days for hormone levels to be detectable as you know…. There’s a reason why test day is a bit later. I’m trying to hold off and not test early - very hard though 😔
Good luck and fingers crossed 🤞 x
I had my only frozen embryo transferred yesterday and like you testing on 5th March we have had 3 failed fresh cycles so I’m hoping this little one will be out lucky one xx
Hi lovely - we are in very similar boats then ✨♥️ all my fingers crossed for you. How are you feeling? X
I’m not gonna lie I feel anxious but I’m back in the office today hoping it will focus my mind elsewhere. How are you doing ??? X
Hello! Oh I'm sorry you feel anxious. But I'm the same too! Panicking when I feel something, panicking when I don't. This is hard. I think being distracted is a good thing - I was back at work too and it was mental, so it's kept my mind busy at least. How are you feeling now? When do you think you'll test? X
I’m feeling ok now just got to try and be positive about it I’m thinking I might be able to hold out till Thursday lol how about you how are you feeling ?? Xx
Glad you're feeling ok! I am ok too 🙂 But getting really impatient now. I think because I'm 5dp today, and I've had positives at 5dp on 2 other transfers.. so tomorrow is 6dp and I'm really tempted! But will be telling myself I'm not until official day on Saturday 🙏🏻✨ I also have been feeling lots of weird sensations today which has just got me ridiculously curious. It might be absolutely nothing... Or the progesterone... But it's driving me crazy and getting me hopeful. Have you had any symptoms?
I’ve had some weird aches and twinges that I haven’t had before but maybe I’m looking for signs lol. I would of tested today but hubby hid the tests as he could see I was twitchy !! I’m not sure I can hold out till Saturday but I’m really hoping this will be our first bfp 
Sending you all the luck 🍀, stay positive. I’ve also had 3 failed transfers and next month will be our 4th. Starting meds this weekend. Praying it works this time for us both xxx
Thank you! We are in the same boat too, I know exactly what you're going through. Such a huge mix of emotions. I want to be hopeful and positive ✨🙏🏻 best of luck for your cycle about to begin 🙏🏻 it has to be 4th time lucky for us 😘 x
Good luck!! 🤞🤞 I have the transfer tomorrow, so a couple of days behind you…. It’s a frozen too 🍀🙏🤞
Hello! Thank you. How did you transfer go?? And how are you feeling? Wishing you all the luck too 🥰🙏🏻 x
Hey 👋🏻 lovely, I have transfer tomorrow. This is my first FET. I have had two failed fresh cycles where there one only one embryo in each cycle to transfer. In this cycle, did a freeze all and have two embryos. Will be transferring one tomorrow. This time we haven’t told any friends or family to take the pressure off telling people. Fingers crossed for you sending lots of positive vibes 🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍
Hi lovely, how did your transfer go? Hope it went well and you're feeling good 🥰🙏🏻 we didn't tell many people this time either. Only a handful. I wanted it to be a surprise of we were lucky, and at worst, not have to have the painful questions of its not. Sending you positive vibes back 😍🍍 xx
Hi it all went okay! I thought I wouldn’t be nervous 3rs time but was still very! Yes was thinking that it’s less people to tell if it doesn’t go to plan straight away. I’m on half term this week so has been nice to relax. Not looking forward to going back to school on Monday but maybe it will be a good distraction. Just need to stay relaxed 😎. How are you doing? Are you at work or taking some time off? X
Oh I'm glad to hear! Stick little emby 🙏🏻🙏🏻 hopefully going back on Monday is a great distraction as you say! I have been the opposite - I was at work all week (had a half day off for Transfer) and now I have 2 weeks off! So trying to stay relaxed too...! Hopefully going away for a few days too but that will be after OTD so I'll either be happily celebrating or drinking a lot of wine 🤷🏻♀️When do you think you'll test? X
Yes same! 😂 I’m going to test on the official test day as that’s what I’ve always done but am a bit nervous because it’s the first time it’s a work day mon 7th and not sure what that will be like. Perhaps could test the Sunday before not sure! What about you?
Oh yeah that's a tough one! Maybe the Sunday is a good day to do it? You can either celebrate or have the space to feel shitty and not have to "show up" for anyone. I am absolutely not going to be able to last. I have got positives in the past at 5dp5dt... 😅 I might test tomorrow (6dp) or Tuesday (7dp)... But if it's negative I won't count myself out until official day next Saturday. I know that's mad testing early but I decided today, who am I kidding 😅
Yes you’ve got to do what’s right for you! We’ve got a family weekend this weekend so i think people will notice me not drinking etc but am just hoping it will be a nice distraction 😃 hope you’re doing well with you’re time off. I’m back to work today and need to keep calm even when work is the opposite 🤣
My test day is the 7th too and like you I’m in work as well. Booked on a first aid course,
not sure if this is a good thing or not!! 😬xx
Spoke to my husband about it and it may not be such a bad thing as we can take our minds of it. My job is full on so it would be a huge distraction. Got a stressful job so trying to keep chill this week and let go about things hopefully! Fingers crossed 🤞 for you 💗
Thank you , you too! I’m getting anxious now! 😬xx
My husbands away with work and this can mean I struggle to sleep well. Had an awful night and hope it won’t affect chances of it working ! So much to overthink isn’t there!!
How are you getting on ivfmumma? Xxx
Hello ♥️ not good I'm afraid. Official test day was today.... Negative.. and my period came 😔 I knew it was over to be honest a few days ago. I just knew. I am feeling a bit numb and just can't believe it's failed again.... 4th failed transfer. I thought I did everything I could. But will just need to push on with the next one now. I'll have a follow up consultation soon hopefully and make a plan. Not sure if any other tests etc will be recommended or of we just keep going. How are you getting on?? 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 X
So sorry to hear this transfer has not worked for you. This journey is so tough as you know. Try to look after yourself and take extra care right now. I really hope you have some support around you too. Thinking of you today x
Oh really sorry to hear this 😔 So rubbish and know the next few days will just feel a bit crap. We go through so much for each round and crave the answers about why it hasn't worked but never get any. This is our embryo no.5 but 1st with a donor egg but OTD is Tuesday but not feeling hopeful. My OH is convinced it's worked which I think makes me worry more!
Take care and getting yourself something nice is an ideal thing to do xx
Thanks lovely. Gosh test day tomorrow for you! I have all my fingers crossed for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I hope you have lovely news in the morning. Xx
Hey, just to let you know it was a BFN for us too 😔 Disappointed but already focusing on the next and for us the final FET so hope one of these last 2 frosties is the one. Impressed your review is so soon. Ours isn't until 8th April but I'm.okay with that as need a cycle of 2 before starting again anyway.
Hope you are okay and good luck with your next steps xx
Oh love - sorry I missed your reply. I'm so, so sorry for your outcome 😔😥 it absolutely sucks. But sounds like a good plan that you're focussing on your next FET - will it be a double transfer? I really hope it's the one for you 🙏🏻✨ We had our consult today and think we will be testing our remaining 3 embryos. The consultant said he rarely sees so many failed transfers in someone age so he wants to explore things further and adjust our plan for next transfer. I feel good about it, so will see where it leads us.
Sending you love, hope you can relax this weekend. Xx
So sorry to hear that….. 😣 it’s heartbreaking every time. 😢 Definitely try and take care of yourself, it’s a horrible journey but you have the strength to go again 💪
we ended up doing the EMMA/ALICE/ERA tests before this transfer, don’t known if you’ve done those yet or have those been discussed? Good luck and let us know how you’re doing 🙏🍀🤞 xx
Thanks lovely. We did discuss those tests last time but decided not to. Now thinking maybe I should have!! We have our consultation on Friday so will ask the doc about them again then. Thank you ♥️How are you feeling? Still on cloud 9?! 🥰💙🌈🙏🏻 Hope you're well and enjoying every moment x
Yeah, we umm-ed and aah-ed a lot about those tests and weren’t sure if to do them…. We did in the end, and did learn something - whether it made the difference I have no idea! I think it was more about feeling like we were doing everything - but that’s how the clinics get all our money 😝
Yes thank you, trying to keep contained until the scan etc but cautiously optimistic 🥰🍀🤞🙏 xx
Totally! We'll probably end up doing something/ some other test before the next one so we feel that we've given it a good shot. Consultation is this afternoon 🙏🏻 Hope you're feeling good 🥰✨ what date is scan? X god I remember my early scan with my little boy a few years ago - it felt like an eternity to wait for it! I had it at 7 weeks and my anxiety was through the roof. Hopefully you find some nice things to distract you until the big day x
Yes, it’s always good to have a think if there’s something more you want to do before the next try….
Bad news for us - our BFP ended in a chemical….. 😥 so we’re going for another fresh round, just waiting for my period now as need to wait till next cycle. Heart broke, but trying to keep optimistic that there’s still a chance for a better outcome next time 🤞🍀 xx
Oh I'm so, so sorry to read this 😥 I'm devastated for you. I hope you're doing as ok as you can, in this situation. It's so unfair isn't it. It's good though that you can now focus your energies on your fresh cycle 🙏🏻✨ this is a crazy rollercoaster we're on. We had our follow up consult this afternoon and the consultant said they rarely see so many failed transfers (4) in someone my age (34) so he thinks we need to rethink approach. He also strongly advised testing our remaining 3 embryos so we think that's what we'll do, then make a new transfer plan. If none of them are any good then we'll go another fresh round. I feel weirdly ok about all that... I think just having a plan helps. He didn't think any of the EMMA, Alice, ERA tests are valid at this point as I've had implantation before which suggests lining is ok. So we'll see how the PGA testing goes I guess 🙏🏻 on the downside this will delay our next transfer but I guess it's all for the best in the end.
Sending you love - I'm really sorry again for your outcome ♥️
Thanks so much. It really is devastating, but I’m better now than I was a couple of days ago…. I was so hopeful this was it, but I also know how common chemicals are. I cling to the fact that implantation at least is a step further than we got the last three times! Speaking to our consultant she said what I expected, that it’s all about embryo genetics, it’s a question of luck and numbers and we just need to go again…. 🤞 at my age (39) up to 75% of embryos could be abnormal apparently, so we just need to cross our fingers we have more luck. Glad to know you’ve got a plan, and it does sound like a sensible one. As you say, knowing what your next steps are is a big help. Sending love back 💜🍀
I’m so sorry to hear that my lovely 😞. It’s so tough to keep on going sometimes isn’t it. There are so many stories of resilient ladies and couple on here where they keep going and it works out. I found with my negatives that buying a couple of nice presents to myself is a good thing to do.Haven’t tested yet so just waiting until tomorrow for official test day. Sending lots of love x
Thanks love. That's a good idea - I will treat myself to something today 🥰I really hope you get your amazing news tomorrow! All my fingers crossed for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻✨✨ please keep me posted.
Hope you have a nice day planned today. Xx
Good luck for your test day tomorrow. Will be checking for your updates 🤞 xx
I’m a bit in shock but there were two lines. Can’t quite believe it x
Woohoo! That's amazing news! Know there's still quite a journey but to get to this point is fantastic so enjoy and bask in the love and happiness 🥰
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