So I've caved in and did a home pregnancy test (I know I'm silly) and it's come back as a BFP. Now of course I should be happy and overjohed but I feel very much OK and calm
I did a fresh transfer in march which ended up as a misscarriage in June and I went through every emotion possible as we were going for constant blood tests and scans for weeks it really took all my emotion from me
I know it's still really early days and it could be a false positive or chemical but I'm just please it's a positive now but I just feel I'm having a more negative look at it probably because I'm scared to get happy hence why I'm so calm.
Maybe I will be better when I go for OTD on Monday but I just wanted to share how I feel and my news ans if anyone else feels the same there is no shame in not feeling happy or overjoyed especially when you have been through so much in your TTC journey xxx
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Congratulations! I know it’s so hard, I got my faint bfp at day 5 and the anxiety was horrendous, checking every day for a strong line and checking for blood when I went to the toilet. But have faith in your embryo and your body 🙏🏼
Aww I can guess I'm going to feel the same I had a fresh embryo transfer in march too and mine ended in mc too im due to have a frozen embryo transfer on Thursday and feeling quite different about this one like I cant get excited I really hope your ok after the heartache you have also been through I know exactly how your feeling! Great that you have a positive already though that is good news 🤞🏼 sending hugs to you xxx
Congratulations this is fantastic news🙏 🎉!!! I am also 6dp5dt for FET but I am too nervous to test - I am taking so many drugs and still don’t think I feel anything !!
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