So this cycle really has been an emotional rollercoaster...sorry in advance for the long post but I have no experience of this !
Day 8..pencil thin positive on frer
Day 10.. slightly pinker then first test but light positive on frer
Day 11.. spotting turns into bleeding, red, mucusy (sorry tmi!) strong cramping, backache
Day 12. Light af flow, thinking its all over, full af symptoms
OTD.. strong positive on boots test and 1-2 weeks on clearblue.. using fmu..totally shocked.. spent the day on sofa resting, strong cramping and heavy af flow..clinic agreed to test hcg today
Im just so overwhelmed, Having seen such light lines on a frer and all the bleeding and cramping thats followed I had convinced myself I was out, when i saw the tests instead of being happy and screaming with joy i was just shocked and so so sad as I know bleeding this much is bad news.
To see those tests and not be able to rejoice has been so hard, I have waited 8 years to see a positive test thats definitley positive! And i feel I was robbed of the joy I had dreamt I would feel..
Seeing negatives would have closed the chapter for me this time, Im still cramping, heavily bleeding and its full on af type flow..
Im going to the clinic for a hcg but only the second one on tuesday will determine how and if this pregnancy is progressing..
Another few days of my heart in my mouth..
Any ideas on what I should expect ladies?
How does a chemical work? Will the hcg just be really low? Will i continue to bleed heavily?
Another two of the same brand tests today are have the same results as yesterday.. positives
will these get lighter?
Appreciate your knowledge right now as its my first experience of this and I just dont know what to expect anymore. My heart tells me its a chemical 😭
Thankyou for all your support x