Hi Ladies,
I hope you are all staying well and safe, I am constantly being told 'you really have picked the worst time for this', which I think is probably true. But I know how fortunate I am to still be in treatment when so many of you amazing women have been postponed or been unsuccessful, i am always thinking of you all, I feel like we are an online family that nobody else understands because they aren't going through it.
I had my 1st stim tracking scan wednesday, the left side wasn't showing much but the right had some follicles and so they were positive and so was I that I would have today's scan and hopefully egg retrieval next week. But today things havent progressed much and I wasn't showing enough activity above the dreaded line on the graph to mean there is anthing worth harvesting yet. Obviously I am a bit gutted, i know it isn't the end but means I will need to stay on medication and go back for a scan monday to see if anything has changed.
To top it off my clinic now take temperatures when you walk into reception which I am fine with, but today the nurse announced loudly 'Hun you are 37.4, you need to keep an eye on that!'. To which the poor patient behind me recoiled and I was left feeling panic and now it's all I can think about. I can't concentrate beacuse I don't have a thermometer anyway, there are non available and if it is high or I am coming down with something what on earth can I do about it!? So going into the weekend anxious I am coming down with something that would prevent me from proceeding, and that's even if Mondays scan shows a better picture.
Not a great day, but I hope you are all feeling positive and hanging in there during this really worrying time.
x