Early EPU scan tomorrow (2nd August)

[romaluna2015]

I'm so anxious about my early scan tomorrow . Last time I went in January it was a blighted ovum . We went in all excited but came out heartbroken and devastated . The morning sickness has well and truly kicked in now but for some reason it still doesn't make my anxiety any less . I have a feeling this will work out but I can not get past my fears of loss or another blighted ovum . I also have another hcg test tomorrow I wasn't feeling so good this morning and felt unwell .

Am I being over cautious about this pregnancy ? X

Hope you are all well at which ever point of journey you are at . Lots of love xx

[Hidden]

What your feeling is perfectly normal. Good luck and hope this time you come out excited xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you I just can't shake the feeling of precious experiences x

[Angelita_ta]

Fear Romanula!

I think you can't be overexcited I'm just at the beginning but sometimes just can't concentrate on work or anything. I hold my fingers for you and hope you're gonna be fine!!!

It is probably hard not to think about past experiences, but should find a way to. Cause it's really exhausting ... My experience isn't similar, but years ago (and I do regret it like nothing else in my life!) I made an abortion. And now, being in the beginning of the journey, I just can't get rid of the thought that I might not succeed because of that sin. That I do not deserve. And I know that this is a killing thought. But sometimes just can't cope with it. It's like ghosts, right? I hope you find your way to deal with yours. xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Angelita_ta]

At the time you made the decision what you thought was best for you.. your not being punished . I'm here if you ever need a chat xx

[Angelita_ta in reply to romaluna2015]

Thank you, dear. I know you've wrote your post to find some support. But then maybe you can share how do you deal with those thoughts? That it might fail? You know, I realized typing this message that I never talked to anyone about that. It's like I really feel guilty and ashamed... yes, at that time I thought it was the solution ...

[romaluna2015 in reply to Angelita_ta]

I don't always deal with my thoughts in the best way . I tend to get into a big anxiety panic before anything bad happens but if it doesn't happen then I've had a panic attack and an anxiety attack for nothing. I suffer with depression and anxiety anyway . But over the 4 years of my journey I've found it made it worse at times . I'm learning that I am stronger than I thought I was though because I keep going. But I never thought this journey would be this journey if that makes sense x

[Cinderella5]

Well I've never been in your position but it must be so nerve racking!! Wishing you lots of luck for tomorrow, I've got everything crossed for you!!🤞xx

[Hidden]

All the best with the scan. I'm terrified about my scan. I hope it goes very well and see little ones heart beating 😍 xoxo

[Oakey80]

Hello, I'm sure nothing will put your mind at ease until you see your little one on the screen tomorrow! However even if it helps a tiny bit I read that chanced of a 2nd blighted ovum are ridiculously rare so I'd say you're good to go! xxx

[Lou9]

Best of luck with your scan - sending positivity your way. Xx 🍀

[romaluna2015]

Thank you everyone . Hoping I see a healthy heart beating away xx

[Hidden]

Good luck my lovely, looking forward to reading some good news tomorrow!! I'll be thinking of you xxx

[Hampshiregal]

Hiya I just posted something similar. I've just over two weeks till my scan. I had blighted ovum last time. I sort of felt like my symptoms had gone. My OH was totally gutted not to see anything on the screen. I'm also constantly thinking the same will happen this time.

I really hope your scan goes well. Thinking of you xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Hampshiregal]

It's such a horrible feeling isn't it 😞 . I'm on my way there now but feeling a mixture of emotions xx

[Hampshiregal in reply to romaluna2015]

Thinking of you xxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

Good luck for today hun. I hope your scan goes well. Sending lots of love x

[romaluna2015 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

Thank you xx

[Lucyloo81]

Good luck today xx

[romaluna2015 in reply to Lucyloo81]

Thank you xx

[Tugsgirl]

Good luck 🍀🍀🍀 xx

[romaluna2015]

Thank you everyone 💕 Xx

[London7]

I hope it goes well today! I felt the same way about my scan - it is a scary time especially after everything we've been through x