Update

[Kitty230515]

Hi,

Just thought I’d update you all after my last post.

Got out lasted blood tests back and are levels are beginning to drop.

Been to told to stop my medication and wait for it to happen, and return on Friday for another blood test to make sure they are continue to drop. If they aren’t then to be referred to the EPU so they can manage the miscarriage.

Feeling completely heart broken, but also a little bit of relief as this week as his been awful not knowing what is going on, and clinging on to hope.

Hubby and I have decided that we’re going to take a break from IVF for a least a year, as its just too hard emotionally and we want to make some memories and find ourselves again.

Plus the financial side of it is killing us.

We’ve been so incredibly lucky that each time with done we’ve had a positive pregnancy test but both have resulted in miscarriage when we’ve had a scan.

Just feeling very lost and heartbroken at the moment, I know time is a healer and I’m hoping things will look brighter soon.

Wishing everyone here all the luck in the world

Xxxx

[Khess124]

I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through this! Hopefully you make many memories in your year to come and good luck if you do decide to come back to ivf! You never no it could come naturally in this year ❤️ wishing lots of love and happy memories in the year to come 🤞🏻 xx

[Kitty230515 in reply to Khess124]

Thank you lovely.

My hubby said we won’t stop trying, but try not to let it be our only focus. We’ve been trying for over 5 years and I think it’s just taken it’s toll. Xxx

[Khess124 in reply to Kitty230515]

Oh bless you, it’s becomes life consuming eventually, it’s difficult when it’s the only thing you want 😢 best of luck 🤞🏻xxx

[LizzieBW]

Hi Kitty

I'm so so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you're feeling.

I have to say, your strength that comes across from your post is amazing. Despite all your pain and heartache, you strive to see that things will be better and it's so admirable that you & your other half are so focused on looking after your relationship and one another. Take care xx

[Luna_79]

So sorry you’re going through all of this, it’s so heartbreaking but so pleased you are taking time out to heal and enjoy just life for a while. I don’t think we realise how can consume us until we take a step back , hope that you get through this with much love and support x

[JoP32]

So sorry to read this Kitty, it is a shitty, horrible thing to go through 😔

I think taking some time off is a good idea - me & my OH did that for the first half of last year and it really helped to help make us feel a bit more ‘normal’ again (if you know what I mean?) for a few months. You might find that after having had a break for six months you’re ready to get back on the ivf train again (you might not need a year, once you’ve had a proper break from it) & you’ll come back stronger than ever! 👊👊👊

Sending you lots of virtual hugs and again, so sorry it’s not ended better for you...this time 😘💕💐🍀 xxx

[Cinderella5]

Im so sorry Kitty, such a heartbreaking situation. Love and hugs.xx

[Hidden]

I am so sorry to read this Kitty. Like you say time is a healer but it doesnt make it any easier at this moment. Devastating.

I think having a break is a great idea, we have also had a bit of an up and down journey with IVF and I didn't take a break soon enough and really suffered because of it. We had about 8 months or so off and it really helped me remember who I was before IVF, that I did have a great life, and I did love my OH! It did us the world of good to have some time to grieve then some time for some fun and some time for me and my body to not be a hormonal wreck!

Sending you heaps of love xx

[ttcemmie]

So sorry to hear this Kitty. Absolutely heartbreaking and so unfair. Sending lots of love at this really difficult time. xxxxxxx