4 days in...and i am losing hope

[Bubunoto]

Hi ladies

Today is 4dpt and i am feeling unwell. I got bad PMS and i got the feeling its all over for me. Boobs are hard and painful, feeling pain in my left ovary which sometimes gets pretty sharp, generally feeling unwell, no energy, wired feelings around my bellybutton, bloated... the list is endless. Can’t tell if my period is starting or the progesterone is messing me up. On top of all we received a supportive email from the clinic for the 2ww which made me very emotional. I feel like crying and i am blaming myself for being unsuccessful... I went back to work today but decided to leave cuz i am unable to function properly. I don't care if my boss let me go. I chose to think of myself only.

Just wanted to share with you.

Have a good day...

[Hidden]

Oh Bubu ❤️I’m sorry you feel this way! It’s totally normal though...I felt exactly the same from 5dp5dt...I had all my pre AF symptoms and was sure it didn’t work....whens your OTD? Sending you love and strength to get to test day 🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️And baby dust of course! ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

[Bubunoto in reply to Hidden]

10th March next Tues but i have the feeling my period will start before that

[Hidden in reply to Bubunoto]

It’s hard to hang on I know ❤️🍀but symptoms mean nothing really we are under so many meds! Take it easy and try relax hun xxx

[Bubunoto in reply to Hidden]

Thanks a lot Issy! Hope you are enjoying your 🦞❤️❤️❤️

[Hidden]

Hi sweetie. Just wanted to say that i had exactly the same days u described. I started feeling better 5 dpt. the bloat started to settle although everything else is still there. Im sure the progesterone is doing this. Im glad u are nice to ur self. Put ur self first. I keep thinking if this one is not ment to be then next cycle or next. I hope u feel a bit better soon xx

[Bubunoto in reply to Hidden]

Good luck dear Mimi. Hugs!!!

[Purplewitch18]

Just wanted to say that im in the same position as you, test day weds but i think my period is coming. Its so hard isnt it, ive taken today and tomorrow as mental health days because i dont want to be around people pretending im ok. There is still some hope for us though, and we must try and hold on to that. Neither of us are at test day yet and you are only in the first week. The progesterone causes all sorts of symptoms in the first week, it did for mr any way, so i just wanted to say youre not alone and send big hugs. Its not over yet xxx

[Bubunoto in reply to Purplewitch18]

Big hugs for u too Purple ❤️ Thank u for the support and good luck to you!

[Hope4usall]

Symptoms mean nothing. It's not over till it's over.try and stay positive. I had a few symptoms early on, day 3, then nothing, thought it was all over and I got a positive! You really can't call it. It's torture the 2ww but hang in there. Doing something nice for yourself might help, a walk, visit a cafe with a good book, visit a friend, go for dinner ...keep going you can do it. You've got this. Stay strong. We're all here for you Xx

[Olivia1980xxx]

Hi bubu . I’m 8dpt 2day . I’m sorry u feeling that way . I’m bloated too my boobs not that bad but I did had mild on and off period pain from day two .

Monday morning was more intense and I had some brown with pink spotting . They stop yesterday afternoon but every time I go to toilet when I wipe I look with one eye but is clear now 🤞🙏 only when I put the applicator to put progesterone is little bit brown on it .

This is my 5th cycle and is mentally really hard ....specially having last year two unsuccessful cycles. So this time I promised my self I’m not gonna posting anything on those 2ww but I did worried about those spotting.

This forum give so much support . We r all here for each other hun....and what I can see there is quite few of us on 2ww now . I hope everything will settle down for u xx

[Bubunoto in reply to Olivia1980xxx]

Hi Olivia, thanks for your post. I try not to focus on it anymore just living without having any expectations and i trying to prepare myself for the worst.

I hope everything works out for you! You have been through a lot, its time for you to have some good results