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We are 3 days into a medicated FET cycle and as the title says, Iā€™m really struggling to get my head into it.

Our first cycle failed about 7 weeks ago and I was not in a good way afterwards so think Iā€™m probably still processing that. We went for our follow up appointment last week expecting them to say we could start again in about 6 months time, but came out a bit shell shocked as he said we could start that day.

Obviously we had the choice to defer but it took us 2 years from referral to completing cycle 1 so I feel like we need to crack on.

First time round I got super healthy - didnā€™t drink for the best part of a year, ate really well and did a lot of meditation and what not. But since our cycle failed Iā€™ve eaten badly and done a lot of drowning my sorrows in a bottle of wine! Itā€™s tough throwing yourself back in, mentally and physically when youā€™re so unprepared and Iā€™m worried I should have waited?

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Itā€™s normal to have ā€˜lack of motivationā€™ days. I did the same as you after all failed cycles - drink cocktails & wine. Iā€™m not a huge believer in that our diets have a massive impact on our success.

Maybe look at this as a positive? As your not overthinking every little detail. Sending you lots of good luck šŸ˜˜ šŸ˜˜

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Solly-44ā€¢ in reply to

Thank you, thatā€™s such a good way of looking at it! I definitely tried to control every single thing in my last cycle and dont think it helped my reaction to it failing so maybe youā€™re right! Xx

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Understand.. I just failed my first cycle and in pieces really. I think itā€™s important to have time to grieve and you know when ur ready.. but I know what u mean I just want to be in the process again so that there is hope. Im nearly 40 so not got a lot of time to waste. I get the ball rolling but not gonna rush.... good luck with all and donā€™t let ur first fail cloud the excitement of ur next round. Fresh start. Chances are increasing every time xx

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Solly-44ā€¢ in reply toColes2020

Iā€™m so sorry about your recent cycle. In the weeks afterwards all I could think about was wanting to start again straight away, so I donā€™t know why Iā€™m feeling unsure now. I know this sounds so ungrateful because lots of people are waiting to start again.

But youā€™re so right, Iā€™m going to try hard not let the last cycle define this one. Thanks for your lovely kind words. And same to you, when youā€™re ready to start again wishing you all the best xx

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Alpatchino

Good luck Solly! I hope this is your round!!! I know it is hard to get hopeful after a failure, but this is what we do! You got this!!

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Solly-44ā€¢ in reply toAlpatchino

Ah thanks so much! Woke up feeling a lot more positive. I wanted to start again ASAP so got what I wanted, I just need to overthink things less!

I hope this is your time too! Xx

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SConnor

Hi Solly,

If your doctor thought you are prepared, you are prepared for sure. Itā€™s not late to start eating healthy now and resume your meditation, this new cycle is a fresh start and whatā€™s important is what you do now. Time to focus on this new opportunity, I will keep my fingers crossed for you šŸ’™

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Solly-44ā€¢ in reply toSConnor

Thanks for your lovely support. Itā€™s true, they wouldnā€™t have let me start again yet if I wasnā€™t ready so hereā€™s to fresh starts!

Wishing you all the luck wherever you may be in your journey xx

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