Hi ladies,
I've been reading through your posts for close to a year and am immensely grateful to this group.
I feel like I'm losing my mind and all hope so I'm going to be pretty direct - I have a feeling most of us have been here a time or two. I've been through 6 IUI cycles, last and current one with Gonal f, Ovitrelle trigger shot and daily Crinone vaginal gel but..... I've noticed a couple of things: stupid mistake in September, took a hot bath forgetting about IUI, obviously nothing happened apart from horrendous cramping. Was away in October, next cycle November, blasted busy pre-Christmas schedule (2 dance shows, tight deadlines at work), ran for the tube, slipped, leg went between train and platform, managed to hop in the train covered in bruises and ripped tights .... horrendous cramping: day 3 after IUI. No pregnancy- made the decision to take a break in December, rest etc. January, body didn't cooperate: follicles only grew to 13.4mm. Wanted to scream. February, period late, scan day 12: 19mm follicle! Wow! Small victory. Trigger shot, IUI, all goes well, day 3, my foot goes wrong, cramping, pain - remember, no bleeding at any time apart from period - something that feels like implantation pain on day 8... nothing.
This time, even with small doses of Gonal f etc. , all done as prescribed, day after IUI, watch telly in the evening before bed, get a touch scared at someone getting their whacked, guess: cramps, pain etc. I'm still on Crinone- btw, if you're on it, don't use panty liners - horrid rash (went away with a little Vagisil) and will use it to the 19th but don't think it's any point.
Next recommendation from the Clinic is IVF though I don't see the point of going through this process if my body doesn't cooperate.
Have you ladies been through anything similar? Most grateful for any ideas.
Thank you so so much for all messages I received - immensely helpful!
Rememberhow deflated I was a week or so ago? Took the test this morning and didn't believe it when two little lines appeared! Can you believe It? I've told the Clinic who recommended I take another test in 2 days' time - their procedure. Have to book myself now with GP.... gosh! All so new!
Lots of love,
Carmen