(I just wanted to write hello ladies but being to so many forums I have totally lost all of the prejudice towards the average users of fertility forums
So, my name is Elvia, I am 55yo. I want to introduce myself as an intended mother! I am a soon to be a mother of a baby I have yet to even see on the ultrasound. I've started a surrogacy program right at the beginning of 2019. Felt like if you want to make changes you must go for it and not wait anymore. Well, it is just my thought as I have been on a ttc pause for almost a decade. As nothing was right from the beginning. I have experienced 5 m/c and had to stop myself for trying for a baby just because I was on a verge of a giant meltdown. Had to see a therapist for a while (I still go to appointments with her but they are not as frequent as before)
So. Just to make a long story short, I am Elvy (do not mind my age please) and I am going to be a mother soon. I really hope so!
For anyone interested it is DE obviously. But it is still the best option I have right now.