Melt-down passed (long post!)

[123Jwp]

Hey gang, how are we all?

I'm litterally hanging on in there.

All progressing nicely, until Sunday 12.45

I'd had a grumbling tummy all morning, the feeling that AF was turning up any minute.

Went to the loo and thought the worst had happened.

I was at work, with not the best people around to talk to, hubby watching the game with his mates. And had bright red blood on my pad.

Of course I then googled the hell out of it.

Grumbling tummy on its own, fine, with Brown discharge, fine, bright red blood not fine (with small grain like clots)

Managed to keep my sh!t together for a couple of hours then left at 4.

Got home and went straight to bed, in floods of tears.

Hubby returned home celebrating the England game to me in hysterics that I'd lost our baby.

He could'nt console me, I just wanted the world to take me away! Totally felt I can't do anything right.

Eventualy managed to calm down and talk rationally.

We rang our clinic first thing Monday morning for advice.

Basically they said it could be multiple things. And offered us a blood test, one Monday then another Wednesday. To see the levels of hormone and track if its the same, dropped or continually raising. Also to wait for our viability scan next Tuesday.

Hubby and I discussed and figured whats the point. If its gone, its gone. If its there its there! And to wait until next Tuesday's scan.

So, since Sunday. Red blood has gone. Had Brown discharge yesterday. And nothing so far today.

My goodness, isnt life a pain in the arse!!

Just trying to relax!? Take it easy. And busy myself with random stuff.

Sorry for the long post gang, but just need to clear my head & share with people who have / are going through the same.

Love to all = Stronger Together

[Billywhizz10]

Stay positive, hope for the best, prepare for the worst. When my wife had bleeding early in her pregnancy we thought it was over, but baby was fine.

I hope what you have is just implantation bleeding, best of luck.

[Tugsgirl]

Hopefully it’s all settled down for you now and everything will be fine at your scan. Bleeding in early pregnancy seems very common, worrying but common. Good luck xx

[Autumnmoon]

Bless you what an awful lot to go through really hoping all is well with bloods and scan there are quote a few stories of that happening I know it's not always the case but let's hope it is for you sending love for the wait x