So, this is the first time I've posted on here. Never really felt like forums were my kind of thing but reading everyone's posts over the last few months has made me realise I'm not alone in this journey despite the fact that I don't personally know anyone going through infertility.
I'm in the middle of my second ICSI cycle at the moment and time just seems to be standing still this time! My egg collection date is provisionally the 12th of April and it seems like an eternity away. Then knowing that from there we will have to wait until the end of the month to find out if its worked just seems like a date that will never come!
Has anyone else felt like this the 2nd time round? I feel like first time I had so much hope and anticipation that it all just went along nicely, whereas this time, all i seem to feel is dred and fear that I will have to go through all the heartache that we did last time! Plus this time round the medication seems to be taking it's toll on me which isn't helping anything!
I feel a bit lost and in limbo and other than my long suffering husband, I have nobody to talk to who understands 😢