Stumbled across this thread as, like I'm sure a lot of you ladies can relate to, I'm frantically googling day by day how people feel each day after ET.
Bit about me, been TTC for about 5 years now, we're still on our first round of IVF with the NHS due to several reasons. I developed OHSS so the ivf had to be cancelled but I managed to get 4 blastocysts on ice. Subsequently had 2 failed FET, found out I was pregnant naturally but had a MMC, had another FET which failed then in the midst of downregulating for my fourth go we found out DH had cancer so obviously put the IVF on hold so we could focus on DH. Life is pretty steady now so we picked up the IVF again and I'm now 5dp5dt. Really pleased I've found this site, don't think I've come across it before so it's nice to have a place to come where people know what you're going through. This time round I've only told close family we're going through it again, in the past I've been more open with friends and colleagues, but found the extra pressure just stressed me out. So I'm currently trying to hide I'm a hormonal mess from all the drugs and just trying to hold it together. I'm constantly exhausted, keep getting headaches, it feels like someone's been using my boobs as punch bags and I keeping getting nauseous, but I'm pretty sure all that is just down to the horrible hormones as I've felt like this on other cycles and they've always been negative. I now don't even get my hopes up, part of me already feels like it's failed, and I find it's easier to deal with it if I think that way, rather than get my hopes up for them to be shattered again.
I just want something to go right for us for a change but anyway enough woe is me, I must try and be more positive!