Sadly our HPT was a BFN, we're both devastated. It's the end of my hopes now to have a child of my own due to my age. This was our second cycle of self funded IVF and before we started this round our consultant told us she wouldn't take our money to do a third round. We got fewer follicles and eggs this time too so I feel like my body is telling me it can't give us what we so desperately want. I've wanted children since I was little, I was always the most maternal of all my friends who now have kids, it feels so cruel and I can't help but feel I've failed to do the most natural normal thing in the world. Feeling so numb and empty.
Thank you all so much for your amazing support throughout this journey and I'm wishing you all lots of love and luck for your dreams to come true xxxx