Tomorrow afternoon is a friend’s mother’s funeral. A very sad occasion. What I’m going to struggle with the most however is seeing my two bffs. One is heavily pregnant (due date was yesterday) and the other one is two weeks further along than I was with my last pregnancy and is due in April, as was I. I’ve not seen either of them since we were all three pregnant and I was blissfully unaware of Bb’s fate. It was going to be AMAZING, growing my bump with my best friends. Since then we all came to an agreement about keeping the lines of communication open but minimising the baby talk on their parts. We’d all agreed that I wouldn’t see either of them until I was 100% ready and at my own pace, most likely once their babies were here. I’m the last one out of all my friends not to have children or a baby now. There really is no avoiding tomorrow. I have said that I won’t go to the wake, that may be too much, but I will of course go and pay my respects and get through it one way or another I guess. It doesn’t help matters that all of my meds have now arrived for fet no.3 and I’m feeling overwhelmed by all the drugs I have to take, and thoughts of what could go wrong again... Coping strategies anyone?