There is not much to say. My heart is broken.
My husband and I had planned a trip to the fertility clinic, but we had to postpone it because my stepfather had emergency surgery. He suffers from the heart, but thank God everything went well. I have always spent a lot of time with my stepfather. My parents separated when I was little and since then my stepfather has been with me. I became very upset when I found out he was sick and on the day of his surgery, I fainted in the waiting room. I had not eaten breakfast and I did not pay attention. I've always had hemoglobin problems. A week later, I fainted again. I had a blood test just to see my hemoglobin levels ... and I came out with a BFP! My husband and I were super happy. Really, I never thought I would have a BFP, not after my three BFN a month ago. I had three weeks with four days. I have no idea what happened. I had bleeding in the bathroom and then a slight pain.
I had read a lot about MCs, but I thought that if I was careful nothing bad could happen. It's been nine days since then. This was something I had already thought about, but I never thought it would happen to me. We are still with the IVF plans. We will return to the trip and try again. I feel devastated, but with hope.
btw, how are you doing? thank you for all the support