Good morning everyone
My first ultrasound at 6+5 showed a large haematoma lateral to the sac.
After that I had some bright red spotting but no cramps.
Had another scan at 7+6 that showed a strong heartbeat but sadly the haematoma doubled the size and was seriously compromising the baby.
Yesterday , at 8+5 I had a some bleeding but this time also some cramps and that feeling that something was not right.
My husband left work and took me to A&E.
We stayed there hours and hours waiting. The bleeding calmed down and the cramping was a lot better, so I allowed myself to have a little of hope.
Unfortunately the scan confirmed that my baby’s heartbeat stopped. Baby was measuring right so I we think he died yesterday. 😕
They gave me the 3 options and I chose the surgical one.
I am booked in for Tuesday morning, but have the feeling that I may miscarry naturally before that.
I was told to expect a lot of pain and pass a lot of tissue.
My husband has been so supportive, I love him so so much, but I need to admit, I am so scared. I don’t think I am prepared for what’s about to happen...
I am also so sad and heartbroken... we fought so much for this baby, we invested so much time and money and we loved him/her already more than I thought possible.
Life is really unfair and cruel sometimes
I would like to send a tight hug to all of you that have been through the same, some of your more that once. You are very brave xxx