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The end of our first ICSI

After 5 days of heavy bleeding, I took the test this morning and as expected it was a BFN. I had been dreading taking the test as I knew what the result was gonna be but there was always that glimmer of hope that a miracle would happen. I guess miracles just don't happen to us and that was the end of our only NHS funded cycle. I haven't cried this morning...just feel numb. I had been crying so much since the start of the bleeding and I guess now I just feel tired of crying. We're gonna start doing our research on other clinics out there. We will have more options now we're going private. Wish us luck xxx

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Wishing you all the best and hope you find a lovely clinic xx

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Thanks hun xxx

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So sorry. I know how heartbreaking it is. Take time for yourself. X

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Thank you. We are going to take it easy today xx

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I hope you get there 🤞 Good luck on your private round xx

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So sorry to read this. I hope you get your miracle soon. Take care of yourself xx

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So sorry to hear your news. I do hope things get easier for you and wishing you every success with your journey BIG hugs xxx

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So sorry xx

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Sorry to hear that Harriet! I know how you feel bleeding - I had the bleeding before 2 of my test days too. Sending hugs, you're right you defo have more options now going private and although the NHS is great, its not a patch on private treatment!xx

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So sorry to hear this. Sending you every best wish for 2018x

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Don’t give up! Rest, regroup, rethink and start 2018 ready to start again! There are options to consider, different routes, etc ... take it from a person that has had her fair share of disappointment... you will find the strength! 🤗

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So sorry, BFN are truly heartbreaking. Hope you find a lovely clinic, wishing you loads of luck xx

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I’m so sorry, it is heartbreaking. Good luck in making plans for your private round and look after yourself x

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