Hi everyone. Haven't been around for a few weeks. Thought I'd lessen my load here as can't at home.
I'm hating this Christmas malarkey more than ever. Barely bought anyone presents. Haven't written cards. Generally fed up of hearing about / seeing everybody's perfect family times. How horrible am I!!??
Literally nothing to look forward to. Have cut myself off from friends over past couple of years as can't bear being around them and listening endlessly to children talk.
Family is all split so no lovely gatherings over the Christmas period.
I usually dislike all the fuss but this year it's on another level. Sure I'm depressed but husband won't have it ....
Anyway I needed to write this down. Sorry to be so negative. All the best to you all xx