I’m new on here. I’ve just had a miscarriage and found out at my 12 week scan. Unfortunately my baby died at 7 weeks and 1 day. I’m finding it difficult to come to terms with it - although it did happen only a week and a half ago, so still early days. It’s just devastating. The pain of miscarriage was horrendous but lasted really just a few days. Now my body just feels odd. I think it’s the emotional side that will take a lot longer to heal.
I’m 40 years old and wasn’t planning on having more children as I already have two healthy boys. I count myself very lucky to have them. However now I feel like I need to have one more. I was all geared up for this one and suddenly it was taken away.