Howdy' good people! How are you doing today? I hope everything is fine at your end. I have been thinking a lot lately. Some of these thoughts, I decided to share with you. My life has taken a huge change for a very short amount of time. Before I was diagnosed with cancer before any of this happened I was an "artist"... I used to paint a lot on my free time. It was a hobby that I held so close to my heart. Mostly I would do abstract painting something similar to the profile picture I have, just more fantasy. After I started facing issues with my fertility I started to lose all the motivation, I had no motivation at all... Then things started to get better again. After I was able to paint again I got hospitalized and I had my uterus removed. Once I got home from that... I just haven't been able to do anything. I cannot paint anymore, it;s not that I lack ideas or anything I just don't want to anymore. I feel like cancer has changed my life a lot and I don't know whether I should blame it or thank it... I am so confused right now, I just felt like sharing with you all. Hope I am not boring you or anything. WIsh you all the best!