Since my BFN last week I haven't been back to work. I still don't feel ready to go back. I feel sick even thinking about it. My two colleagues are heavily pregnant and the classroom consists of baby talk from morning till the end of the day. My one colleague fell pregnant the same week as my first transfer and is due the same week as I would've been. I know that sounds silly but it's really upsetting me. So far I've put on a brave face but I don't think I can do that any longer especially after 3 failed transfers. Im struggling to pick myself back up this time around 😰. I don't think anyone in work will understand how I feel, I'm worried they'll think I'm being petty when actually I'm feeling really depressed and upset. I don't think I can get through the school day without bursting into tears. I'm thinking maybe I should go to the doctors and take some time off or am I being unreasonable 😞
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