Still waiting

[ChloBo84]

I seem to be finding myself at a stand still with my body and it's really getting me down.

I had my first ivf cycle cancelled half way through due to poor follicle growth. I then had to wait for my withdrawal bleed which came about 5 weeks after cancelling the medication.

I then had to wait for my next natural cycle to start before I could call my clinic to let them know so things could start moving again.

I'm currently on day 35 of my cycle, my boobs have been so painful this last week, my emotions have been all over the place, af just doesn't seem to want arrive 😔 (I did to a test but got a bfn)

I just hate all this waiting around and not knowing what is going on.

I feel like my body is just letting me down again and again and again. I just feel like my body is broken, and what ever I do to try and fix it just doesn't work.

I try to be so positive about everything, but I feel like there's going to be some cracks appearing soon.

Sorry for the long post and all the rambling. Thank you for taking the time to read

Xx

[Asweetpea]

Sorry to hear ur feeling down. I understand ur frustration of everything taking so long to happen. Having to wait for ur body and feeling let down when it doesn't do what u want or it's supposed to. Take some time for urself to relax. Sending u lots of love.

[E_05]

Sorry to hear your feeling so down, your frustrations are totally understandable. Could you do something that you enjoy, even have a massage or something that's good for you? Don't ever blame yourself though, I hope AF arrives soon xx

[itsworks17]

Hey. Stay strong and don't give up. I hate waiting time too but is not in our power to speed up. Just accept it and all good things will follow. Big hug and ❤️ 🙏🙏🙏

[Jonesjp]

It's normal to feel so bloody frustrated on this journey and I think we all have good days and bad. Some days I am so upset and it's all I can think of and then other days hardly a thought!! There's no sense to this journey and I hope you feel better soon! AF is truly a witch and knows when to hide on the odd occasion we actually want to see her! Sending much love x x

[ChloBo84]

Thank you for everyone's support.

Amazingly, af actually arrived this evening (couldn't write it), so I'll be calling my clinic in the morning to start the ball rolling.

Phew, what a rollercoaster!