Hello everyone. I haven't posted for a while but I am starting to really struggle again emotionally and any support would be much appreciated. After OHSS in January, I had my first frozen transfer in March which was unsuccessful. We opted to go for a natural cycle this time around, and I was due for my second frozen transfer a couple of weeks ago but the clinic couldn't do it because the date fell on a weekend and there weren't enough staff. I knew this was a possibility, but obviously was really disappointed. I won't be able to try this month as we are away on holiday (I know that I shouldn't be upset about that - but it is hard to feel excited about the holiday with this hanging over it!). So it will be August by the time we get to try again. I am scared that it might fall on another weekend and be even later, but want to try a natural cycle. I know I just need to be patient but I am really struggling to cope with my emotions at the moment. I am starting to get scared that this will never happen for us. My husband is wonderful, but I worry that I am getting him down; I manage to put a brave face on and distract myself when we are doing things with other people, but when it is just the two of us and normal day to day life it feels like a constant reminder of the fact we are still childless. I am so scared of driving him away. It is my birthday next week and our 3rd anniversary in a couple of weeks and I just feel that they are further milestones that highlight our infertility. Does anyone have any suggestions about what has helped them to feel better through these horrible low times? Thanks.