Haven't been here a while. So I had my BFP in February. Life been a roller coaster since. I'm a very anxious person who over thinks everything!
All has been going well and people comment I look well. At 12 weeks scan was told all fine but blood test revealed my PAPP-A levels were low meaning potential growth issues and I'm now having 4 weekly scans from 20 weeks onwards. My 20 weeks scan is next Friday. I'm so anxious Sometimes uI convince mysrlf I'm carrying a dead foetus around other times I'm convinced my child be born with severe disabilities. My mind never stops! I often break down and cry due to the lack of control. They say you should enjoy pregancy but for me it's an anxious journey and one which I feel I can not control. I'm a complete control freak and I feel so scared that this is something which is beyond my control.
Thank you for listening and best of luck on your journeys.
Wish I could say once you get that BFP it's sunshine and laughter all the way but for me it really hasn't been.
Just wish I could calm down with a glass of wine which if course I can't!! 🍷